I need you to save me from myself

More ups and downs this last weekend. We've been through a lot. Ohhhh intensity. Sometimes I wonder if it's a good thing.

Saturday:
AM - Walking around Singapore raising money for charity, and having a really good time with Lionel at the same time. Then breakfast at Raffles City and shopping for presents.
PM - Shopping for groceries to make lunch. I love how we work so well together - I feel like we're a married couple, it just felt so... normal and low-key. Like we do this every day. And arguing over who gets to pay for everything. I just love that about us ;) Haha... we're so weird.
Picked up a bag of fish on the way back to Lionel's. Num-nums for the snakehead. Got back and cooked lunch. Well... I made the vegetable and fruit salads anyway, Lionel did the actual cooking. I do love a guy who can cook, it's so incredibly... sexy. Wow. And the meal was just delicious. Thank you, dear. I know you'll be cooking for me a lot more in future ;) Lunch was fun, talking about how we cook differently. Haha. Ahhhh... you just keep surprising me, you know? I can't believe how amazing you are sometimes. Is there anything you CAN'T do?
After lunch, a quick shower and then off to Rachel's piano recital. Well done Rachel! No mistakes at all, and you made it look so easy. Musical talent runs in your family. Hope someday it'll run in mine =P I'm glad you like the piggy. It's so squeezable. *Hugs*
EVENING - Off to Stella's 21st. First, a swim (okay, walk) around the pool. We're such water-babies wheeeee! Hey babe, you know I love the feeling of weightlessness you give me... like I'm floating in air. I feel so free, but at the same time it's such a comforting, protected sensation. I suppose babies in the womb feel that way. Speaking of babies... Sam's little son Soon Joo (did I spell it right?) is so so cute. I love his baby scent... and his skin!!!! My goodness. I'll post pictures when I get them so you can see how adorable he is. Oh, babies! Can't wait.

[Edit: Pictures!!!!!! I think you're better with kids than I am, babe ;) ]

A wonderful day, though it ended so soberly. Intensity intensity intensity.

Sunday:
AM - Errr woke up, fell asleep again. Woke up, realised was really late, frantically called a cab, off to Marina Square to meet Far and Min.
PM - Got there just before Lionel, met the girls and bought Saf's present part I, met Lionel, went to Burger King to finish up Saf's birthday card. Aiyar Farah, it looks okay what!!!!! Silly girl. Oh and Min's got a secret... haha. Next outing yah...
Went to Lerk Thai, met Isma, Sakina, and da birthday girl. Happie birthday Safiyya!!!!!!!!! And a great year ahead ;) Dessert at Swensen's (mmmmmmmm) and some photo-taking, and we presented Saf with her handbag. Part II will arrive in the mail soon... hahahahaha. Hope you enjoy both your pressies, girl!
After lunch, went shopping, bought stuff for the launch, went down for evening service with Lionel. Deep thoughts all the way home. Dinner at Lionel's, saw his bro off to camp, deep thoughts all the way home. I'm glad we talked though, some things just needed to be resolved. Now to put our plan into action! It's scary but exciting... *sigh* I'm still a little worried, but I guess I'll live. You already know how I feel. You don't need to make any promises, it's out of our control anyway. As it always has been. Again. Ah well, almost back to Square One. Almost.

Intensity... intensity.